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AudioBook information:
Author: Regena Thomashauer
Narrated by: Regena Thomashauer
Release date: August 25, 2026
Audiobook Duration: 12 h 24 min
Summary: From the New York Times best-selling author of Pussy comes a radical curriculum for claiming your full radiance—by first claiming your darkness.
You have been strong for so long. You have managed, adapted, optimized, and soldiered on. You have said I’m fine so many times that you’ve almost convinced yourself it’s true.
But you know what’s happening. The world is crumbling. Your carefully constructed life may be too. And somewhere inside you, a voice you’ve been trained to ignore is asking a question you’re not sure you’re allowed to answer: What if surrendering is not defeat—but the most powerful thing you have ever done?
In On Our Knees, the New York Times best-selling author of Pussy: A Reclamation faces this question head-on. On Our Knees is Regena Thomashauer’s reckoning—with loss, with darkness, with the goddess, and with herself—in the most daring, most intimate, and most essential book of her life.
Weaving her own raw, unsparing story with ten goddess archetypes—Aphrodite, Kali, Inanna, Lilith, Psyche, and more—Mama Gena reveals the hidden curriculum of every woman’s darkest chapter: That surrender is not the end of power. It is the doorway to it.
Inside this book, you will discover:
- Why the word Fine is formaldehyde for a woman’s soul and the pleasure practice that breaks the spell
- The erotic science behind why pleasure is not indulgence, but the most radical act of healing available to women today
- Ten goddess archetypes—each a map for a different kind of undoing: heartbreak, rage, exile, the mother wound, the longing for love
- The “Courtesan’s Journey”—Mama Gena’s most powerful teaching on eroticizing your darkest material into unstoppable forward momentum
- Embodied “Initiations” at the end of every chapter—rituals to move what’s stuck in your body and alchemize grief, rage, and loss into power
- Why the collapse you are living through right now is not punishment—it is the making of the most turned-on, most sovereign woman you have ever been
This is not a book about surviving your life. It is a book about being undone by it — and discovering, in that undoing, a feminine power so ancient, so vast, and so shockingly alive that nothing will ever look the same again.
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Reviews:
“Regena has lived every word of this book. It takes extraordinary courage to write this openly, and the healing is profound. On Our Knees will make you feel seen and held when your world shatters, then shows you exactly what to do with the pieces.”
— Marie Forleo, #1 New York Times best-selling author of Everything is Figureoutable
“Regena Thomashauer is my person. And this book is her masterpiece. It’s funny and devastating and holy and completely unhinged in the best way. I ugly cried twice and danced once, and that was just the Introduction. Do not walk—run.”
— Kris Carr, New York Times best-selling author of Crazy Sexy Kitchen
“Patriarchy dissolves a bit more as any woman’s story is told, her pain understood, and her memories both painful and glorious brought to the surface and shared with others. On Our Knees includes all three, reminding us that the rise of the feminine isn’t a coup; it’s a remembering. Thomashauer is a primary voice invoking the rise, making any woman feel she too can be part of the awakening.”
— Marianne Williamson, New York Times best-selling author of A Return to Love
“This is the book the universe has been waiting for. Read it. Your life will reorganize itself around what you discover.”
— Gabrielle Bernstein, #1 New York Times best-selling author of The Universe Has Your Back
“We talk endlessly in medicine about inflammation, hormones, gut health, metabolism, and stress. But Mama Gena goes straight to the root cause beneath the root cause: a body disconnected from its own erotic life force. On Our Knees is a missing piece in our modern understanding of healing—reminding us that the body is not just a machine to be fixed, but a living system to be awakened.”
— Dr. Mark Hyman, New York Times best-selling author of Young Forever
About the Author:
Regena Thomashauer—known as “Mama Gena”—is the founder of the School of Womanly Arts and the New York Times best-selling author of Pussy: A Reclamation. For over three decades she has taught hundreds of thousands of women to harness the transformative power of pleasure. On Our Knees is her most personal and most powerful work yet. mamagenas.com